I wish there was a lock, to all feelings in one's heart
I just wanna joke and ignore, the evils of world
Once broken I gave up on love, still down and cold
To never write sad I promised, only to break it to myself today
I dont wanna feel, I dont wanna love
I just wanna be me, a free bird like soul
I envy those who never cry, I just wanna be them
Tonight I have no reason to cry... I say I have left memories behind
I really and truly wanna move on, why cant time just fly by?
What is in past haunts again and again,
I recall everything whenever it rains
To myself I try to tell, I dont wanna be an emo again
