Tuesday

All that I feel...


Of the many things I know

I add one thing more today

Not just I love you

But I love everything you do...

You tease you cry

Sometimes you fight

I see you with many girls

Not to be jealous

I pretend at that time...

I find you flirting

With best friend of mine

I drink my anger

Each time I try...

Each time you show

How cool you are

But really an innocent kid

Resides inside your heart...

Every time you write sad

I ask you what is wrong

Even though I know

Reason I won’t get to know...

Every month I ask

Who’s in your heart?

Your answer changes

And that holds my heart...

No one could ever

Explain you the way I can

I portray you in my poetry

Words coming from within...

Still you ask me

Who’s on my mind?

And silently I pray

I don’t take your name...

You ask me so often

Why so much do I care?

And I tell with a smile

Just because you are my friend...

No one has ever

Tried to read my eyes

And you, never

Found that much time...

I know you'll never be mine

But I refuse to give up

I knew that from day one

But still I choose to hold on...

It hurts to find

You don’t feel the same

Still I choose to keep hoping

Forgetting my real life

Living in a world of dreams...

Waiting for you to see

That I am still the one

Who’ll keep on?

Waiting for you...

You don’t let me cry

Nor do you let me dream

You can’t see me sad

And you are the reason I cry...

I feel like hurting myself

With the fake dream everyday

Just that waking up

Seems so tough

And the worst part of the dream...

Still you never realize

And want me to confess

So that you can move on

By saying the words

You don’t feel the same...

It will hurt me dear

More than you know

I love someone

More than my life

For the first time ever...

You may believe

In your thought of lifetime

Love may come endless times

But true one, never...

I feel like telling all that I feel

But I don’t want to lose

A friend like you forever...

You make me smile

You make me dream

More I try to move away

More I come closer to you...

Whenever I cry

You ask me the reason

Every time I lie

I feel so sorry...

All that you do

Brings me closer to you

Still I want to try

Still I want to hide myself...

I want to go away

Hurt me now dear

Else it will pain in future...

My love is growing

Like nothing ever...

From the day I saw you

I am feeling the same

Today I confess

I do love you...

I know sweetheart

You will never feel the same

But still I love you

Because no one will ever

Take your place...

And I won’t ever

Feel again the same...

I told you a million times

Through my care

Or by my poems

But you refuse to hear

Or don’t want to listen...

You behave as if you can’t see

Like it doesn’t matter

Someone dreams of your smile

Today, forever...

Again I want to run

I want to go away

I just wish I could do

All that I say...

It took just moments

For me to fall in love

Now it’s taking too long

To realize that I am wrong...

Forgetting the one you love

Is like I never met you

I may stop my eyes to blink

But how does my mind

Stop to think...

While changing my way

I was again alone

My dearest friend

Has become my love...

To move away from you

Is like stopping to breathe

Still so hard I try n stop

My eyes to shine...

I can’t lie and I know

Still I try my best

I will lie again

My love will remain a mystery

With the rest...

I wish it were easy

To tell you all this

But I know again

You won’t give an ear...

Again you will hide

You will ask me again

About whom I am talking

As if you just don’t know...

You want me to take name

I know you just

Don’t feel the same...