Just as happiness knocks my door
It is always sent away
Just as I think of a smile
A tear rolls down
The laughter in me
Is now lost
I feel like I am
A living ghost
Where do I belong?
No one can tell
My ways are now
Miles away from yours
Still I hope
Of your comeback
It hurts a lot
To find you away
Still I try
To move on
It is all with me
That holds me still
I pretend so well
I had never known
I cry when I write
But smile when I say
Cos you are not to be blamed
I do not find you at fault
Something went wrong
I never knew what
What made me think
Of you as more than a friend
Things were so right
And now the worst
I cry a lot
For someone not mine
And make those sad
Who are my own
Of all the things I said
One thing I wanna say again
I still feel the same
Can not get you outta my mind
And now I won’t try for the same
I am waiting for you
And always will
Thanks for making me feel love
Thanks for making me feel special
Thanks for being there whenever I asked
Thanks for everything…
