As I chose to depart...

With a thousand questions in my mind
Today I chose to depart
Time will make me forgive you some day
If it is there in destiny
We will be together some day

Don't wanna tell you again
But am badly hurt
I don't know what came over you
But you made me stranger in a day

It was a year full of love
Laughter and care
You made me believe
That we are friends forever
Today is the day when we met
So early a year has passed away

Today I pray for your happiness
Away from me you should always smile
There is nothing to give you now
Alone and silently I will cry
I hope you never get down
You enjoy every moment of time
But for me never regret
Cos everything you did
At some point of time
Was just what you wanted

We will keep good memories
And forget bitterness of time
You will forget me I know
And me I will always try
But will be glad forever
That at some time you were
Good friend of mine
We had a great time together
That was all you had for me

Can't ask you for more
Don't wanna be a burden to you now
I will never blame you for things
You have cared for me so much
You taught me to live and love
I will always keep in mind

Everything has changed now
After so many misunderstanding
So many fights
You don't need to feel guilty
Just move on with your life

But there is something
Never suspect my friendship dear
I have really cried hard for you
I have cared for you with all of my heart
Keep me in golden pages of your life
Just as I am gonna do

If ever you get a chance
Remember me too
You were always more than a friend
Your happiness still matters a lot
Study well and never fail
That is all I want you to do

Never let my care go for granted
Never hurt anyone again
Favors are meant to be returned
You can't return the care and love
You can give back some money
That you have borrowed
But never the time nor the affection
As I write to you last time
Am sorry if ever I did hurt you
I had never been a perfect friend
But I always tried to be one

Life is too small to hold grudges
But it is too early to get over my pain now
We will survive with hopes
Even I don't wanna be away from you
But it is all I have to do
Together we hurt each other
My words make you feel bad
And the same yours do

You have done your part
As I had done long back
I will remain your friend
Whenvever you turn back
Find me still waiting for you

Cos words are less to say
About all that I feel
Hope you understand the rest
For me it is hard to say
But let destiny decide my way

Yours
Vini

To everyone special...

This is to everyone special in my life, those who made my life special, I lose whomever I love but still I want to thank everyone.

Varsha

My best friend
I saw her when I was seven
We studied together from first to eleven
Her extra ordinary styles always made me laugh
She was a total scholar of all the time
Never ever she cried
But when I was leaving my home
I miss you still, my true friend forever
You left me in between
Went to some other world
But I will never complain
From you I learnt to study well
And you told me to make a place in world


Anuj

My sweet friend
Always saw him in trouble
Got to know what love is
And that it remains just a dream
He taught me to smile
No matter what
He gave an example
Even most useless can survive
Even he followed my life's tradition
Disappeared in the middle of way
But remained a reason to pray
A reason to care, he made me feel love
And that is his greatest gift I could have

John

Love is not meant for everyone
I thank you for making me understand
I saw all my dreams playing ping pong in your eyes
And I dared to feel the same
You made me feel special
What if just for some days
You had to go I knew
And your best bet was achieved at cost of me
Now I know am beautiful
I know what my life is supposed to be
Thanks a lot for increasing my GPA
Thanks for loving me for the while
And to tell other guys not to mess up with me
Does not matter if our relationship failed
You know I really don't give a damn
Things keep coming and going
And that nothing remains for long
Everything is meant to change



Vishakha

The greatest pal to share
A friend with a great heart
Always there to lend an ear
But she followed to everyone above
Without me no one's life is gonna change
She thanks me for waiting
She thinks I deserve something else
Everyone while departing
Says the same
She told me to wait, and find my real best friend
But I know no one is there
She taught me to love family
Make stupid faces
I learnt to avoids fights
And to forget where you have kept your cell



No one stays here for long
Now its all about me
Single, alone, happy
Cos lonely I deserve to be
Without a true friend
I don't know with whom I should share
But today it does not matter
Everything is so fine and calm
Like after a year full of Tsunami
I have locked my feelings somewhere
My care is not for everyone around
My friendship has a value
Only true heart should be with me
I will cover everything special with a smile
For someone special
Who will never hurt me again
I believe there has to be someone
To understand the real me
There has to be someone to stop me from crying
I have been hurt for no reason
At least someone should remain
At least someone should remain, here and forever

Vini

Sometimes,
It is better to let someone go
And wait for them

To come back someday

Instead of being with them
And losing that hope too